I’m broken again. And tired and everything inside is screaming to just to give up. And ive been here so many times. And ive tasted God’s sweet embrace and goodness. I know I can go to Him but I have no strength. I feel so empty and alone and I want to fill that with sin instead of going back. Can you pray that God give me strength to repent … again and again because I break every day. And help me not be so unstable. But to trust in Him. And for hope because I have none. For God to have mercy on me and help me. Can you ask God to make it stop hurting so much.. but if the pain is for a reason then can I have strength … to go back to Him and stay close. I’m tired.


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