Broken Again

I’m broken again. And tired and everything inside is screaming to just to give up. And ive been here so many times. And ive tasted God’s sweet embrace and goodness. I know I can go to Him but I have no strength. I feel so empty and alone and I want to fill that with sin instead of going back. Can you pray that God give me strength to repent … again and again because I break every day. And help me not be so unstable. But to trust in Him. And for hope because I have none. For God to have mercy on me and help me. Can you ask God to make it stop hurting so much.. but if the pain is for a reason then can I have strength … to go back to Him and stay close. I’m tired.

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