I need help carrying my cross. Can you pray for strength and diligence? I feel so weak in the face of everything. I hear but don’t do. I need help 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 sin – pride, lust, envy vainglory. How long will I be here … same everything. Different people. Same people. Burdened by sin, laying in the pit of despair. This is the sorrow that leads to death. Same thirst. Same emptiness. Same everything. I feel broken. And God is like right there. He’s been there. Waiting for me. But I can’t get up. I need help with discipline. I need help repenting. I need help going back to God.