Jesus please help me get closer to you and get to know you better. I know I have lost my connection with you, but I will always have the courage to get closer to you. Please help me be with you and worship you for the rest of my life. I know that my current mental health is all over the place but I am trying. I struggle with sitting around a lot of people but I still try to keep myself calm and not get self-conscious, it can be hard sometimes. I have put a promise to myself that by the end of this school year, I will find a way to be able to deal with the anxiety and I will actually be able to sit in the cafeteria without leaving in panic. I have made myself a promise and I will not break it but God please, I need you to be with me and by my side and not have those negative thoughts about myself.